So, for many years I have known something about myself without really feeling like I was able to express it. But lately, I feel like I have been able to come to terms with it. It has not been easy. It’s been an emotional rollercoaster that, till this day, continues. As such, one of my best friends suggested that I put my thoughts and feelings into words. At first I thought “are you kidding me?” But then I came to the realization that I do enjoy writing and that I had done it before – journaling, poetry writing, song writing, and even sending long letters to people I cared about, even love letters.
So, here I am taking the advice of my BFF and figuring out where to start or what to say. Some of the stuff that I will be talking about and sharing will be very personal, and at times embarrassing, but maybe this would be the best venue to share that information. And I’m not sharing just to share, but sharing in the hopes that I’m not alone in what I am feeling and what I have been through in my life. Considering this is going to be a personal, and at times explicit with regards to emotions, feelings, and even physical content, I will need to keep my identity secretive.
For now…..call me George. I am scared and I think it will take me awhile to get into this, but I hope that others will appreciate the chaotic, emotional, and loving moments I will be sharing.
On the Fence about Life 